The Last Heartbreak

It had to end, it just had to

FINALLY,

it ended.

No more wanting you so badly, no more missing you like it was living hell, no more heartbreaks and definitely no more lying to myself. It's an irony to have let this gone on and on for 2 years, heartaches on and off every time we meet. Couldn't find an answer, couldn't let that feeling go any earlier. I'm just glad that we've finally talked about it and hell yeah did it let me go of my misery. I'm really happy with the way things are now and I'm definitely proud of myself for making such a firm decision. 

Letting you go got to be the best thing that could have happened to me this year (all this while I couldn't accept any guy wholeheartedly with you always in my mind) and now I can accept someone new for the first time after these years. I'm relieved both of us knew what was best for us and not ruin the great friendship we had. After all, you know I'll always be here for you should you need me and I'll still love you just like friends do.

 

♥

'If Only' is what we always say

I screwed it up.

And yes, I know no one is to blame but myself. I understand that there's no point crying over spilled milk but did I know that this will be the outcome? No, I didn't. 
Did I know that I wouldn't stop shivering? No, I didn't. 

Did I know that my heart will beat so fast? 
No, I didn't.

So now what? 

I guess I just screwed something big, Big Time.

You were never supposed to mean this much to me

  
" Boy, you're still as cute as ever and you got me there.

My heart started thumping hard when you and your group of friends walked by just like the day we first met. "

If you said Hi, I might just say Hey

"TOOTHPICK."

Olá People!

I remember the last time I last blogged was like months ago and seriously, life just goes on.
It's only this year that somehow I detest the weekends much? I lovelovelove the weekdays because that is when you can just go down the streets without getting shoved around and no crowds will be jamming the way, etc. (Y)

Don't you just hate it when you wanna sit and have a cup of coffee while reading your favourite magazine but the coffee house is just packed with people? Yeahh, that's what I dislike about weekends.
Actually, that's not the most annoying thing about weekends. It's how I'll wake up before my alarm rings because I'll be awaken by the screamings, laughter, noise out my window caused by the kids at the pool!!
It's not that I can't stand kids, I do like them but when they break my sleep that is when I get annoyed.

Enough of my rantings already. Anyway, for those who have linked me up before, just leave it as the previous link because this current link is just temporary.

Why the sudden post? I don't really know why but I just had the sudden urge to blog, maybe it's really been some time since I last blogged and my fingers are starting to "itch" already?

It's time I should come up with a photo post! Gotta bring 7 months old Feo out for a walk, if not he's gonna rust and I have to get a new camera again.

P.S. Happy 45th Birthday Singapore